Edge of a dream

im standing at the edge of rock ..
at the edge of a quarry
and below me there's hard rock, flat plateau of rock, finely graded


and im up there, i know im supposed to do something , like how u enter a room, but forget what ur there for...
so basically im searching for some sign .. for some thing that wll remind me ..
but i see nothing except , the rock im on and the rock below me ..
u know .. one of those dreams where evrything else is justa haze
and then i walk to the edge and look down

and like any time ive walked to the edge of a height ,
i feel an incredibly desperate urge to fall ..
, so this time i just let it be .. since i know its a dream and fall..
and im going ... falling , and then suddenly im thinking ,
what if it isnt a dream and im going to die
and the fear wells up, dark ..
and then suddenly i land.. not a thud or anything , like a cat , on my feet
and everything around me is still


im at the edge of a quarry ,
and there's the rock im on.. and below me there's hard rock, flat plateau of rock, finely graded.